Good Morning Readers, Do I even have any readers? Probably not, it's all good. Well here it goes. I know that today I would not want to be a teenager, WOW, I mean they have so much being thrown at them all at once at times, but the streeses of being the person who is watching them go through it and it really hurts sometimes because I can not do anything to help. It at times is very confusing and I just kinda sit there at times not knowing what to say, so I do the only thing I know and that is to ALWAYS let them know how important they are and how much they are loved and that I will always be there through it all. Being able to give back all the things I never had as a child. I started scrapbooking again and at times it is so confussing or painful, but looking back and knowing that GOD walked us through it all and always will. I do not even know if this is even making sense to anyone. My treatments are making my brain like jello..JK..Maybe. I love to watch "My life as Liz" because at times that is how I feel, the only difference is I do not have friends to talk to. I do not trust very easy and therefore I keep alot of this crap bottled up inside. I try to be nice to everyone and to help people who ask for help or just try to be the kind of friend I would like to have, and sometimes it blows up in my face or it comes back in a negitive way and once again I'm so CONFUSED. I don't even know if that is how you spell it. But anyway we watched Jersey Shore last night and it is so amazing to me how 2 people can be so in love and they turn around and strongly dislike one another. Now is that confusing or what? Sorry if I am jumping around. I have found this life thing at times is very confusing. The few people I do trust I hold very close to my heart and I cherish them with every fiber of my being. I have also learned that to have good friends you have to be the best kind of friend you can be. All of these life's lessons at times feel so overwhelming. I always need to remember that I only need to focus on what is in front of me and tune everything else out. Much easier said then done, that is why thet call it practice. Well I think I'm going to stop now. I pray you all have a great weekend and please stay safe.
Katz
Friday, February 11, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Life...Forever Changing..
Where do I even begin. I have so many thoughts running through my mind it feels jumbled. Is that even a word?/ haha.
In my existence, I realized that happiness is a very subjective factor in life. Being happy doesn't depend on achieving what you want, but making the best out of what is given. Life is not fair, it never was. The only thing that can make you completely happy is CONTENTMENT. Be content on what you have, but be sure to aim high and never stop believing you can do better everytime. But if all else fails, don't forget that an ordinary you has an extraordinary GOD to back you up.
We will all go through this thing called life and the only thing that will forever be constant is CHANGE. So enbrace the change and remember that GOD has not brought you this far to drop you and know he has AMAZING plans for your life. When I feel that I can not take another step or one more thing gets thrown on my plate I need to stop and take a step back and remember that GOD does not give us more than we can handle. I even find myself questioning that at times, When I look back on a few situations in my life I see the lesson and how I have grown from it. I have also learned that whatever I go through the lesson may not always be for me but it may be for those people around me. It is so important for me to try and give back what has been so freely given to me everyday. Some days it's just a hug and other days reminding someone that they are never alone and that someone is always praying them through whatever it is they are walking through. We have to have the bad times to cherish the good times. Life is a constant stream of lessons and "WHAT DOES NOT KILL US, MAKES US STRONGER". I'm not real sure where I am going with this I just speak from my heart. I have a love affair with life today because the rug has been pulled out from underneath me, so I truely cherish everyday and THANK GOD for another AMAZING day. God loves you more then you can imagine and he only wants the very best for you, I pray you all have a very Blessed day and be content with what you have and remember that some people do not even have shoes, a bed, shelter from the weather, food to eat or running water.
God Bless,
Katz
In my existence, I realized that happiness is a very subjective factor in life. Being happy doesn't depend on achieving what you want, but making the best out of what is given. Life is not fair, it never was. The only thing that can make you completely happy is CONTENTMENT. Be content on what you have, but be sure to aim high and never stop believing you can do better everytime. But if all else fails, don't forget that an ordinary you has an extraordinary GOD to back you up.
We will all go through this thing called life and the only thing that will forever be constant is CHANGE. So enbrace the change and remember that GOD has not brought you this far to drop you and know he has AMAZING plans for your life. When I feel that I can not take another step or one more thing gets thrown on my plate I need to stop and take a step back and remember that GOD does not give us more than we can handle. I even find myself questioning that at times, When I look back on a few situations in my life I see the lesson and how I have grown from it. I have also learned that whatever I go through the lesson may not always be for me but it may be for those people around me. It is so important for me to try and give back what has been so freely given to me everyday. Some days it's just a hug and other days reminding someone that they are never alone and that someone is always praying them through whatever it is they are walking through. We have to have the bad times to cherish the good times. Life is a constant stream of lessons and "WHAT DOES NOT KILL US, MAKES US STRONGER". I'm not real sure where I am going with this I just speak from my heart. I have a love affair with life today because the rug has been pulled out from underneath me, so I truely cherish everyday and THANK GOD for another AMAZING day. God loves you more then you can imagine and he only wants the very best for you, I pray you all have a very Blessed day and be content with what you have and remember that some people do not even have shoes, a bed, shelter from the weather, food to eat or running water.
God Bless,
Katz
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